Sometimes I dream about cutting ties with all the people in my life. Just being alone for a while. Not forever. Just to breathe and get some perspective on what my life really is. If it is taking the path I want it to. It sounds odd to say that I’m too involved in my own life, but that’s how I feel.
I had a whole paragraph with swearing and anger, but I deleted it, because in the end I’m just so confused. Do you all secretly hate me? Do you think it’s fun to mess with me? I think I have you figured out. I think things will finally go back to how they were. They never do. Not for long. I hate this. Then I say that I should just move on. Stop trying to fix everything. Let you all go...